I have been listening to this song over and over for days. I love the words in this song, and I always grow attached to songs that I feel explain my live, or a part of it, in a way that I cannot. Sure, it's kind of a sad song but I feel it expresses what my heart isn't ready to say or feel yet. There are even still, some messages in here that arn't about heartbreak. My favorite line in the song is "why do we say things we can't take back? And why do we miss what we never had?"
While I do wish I could turn back time, and make some different decisions in my life, I know that God has a plan somewhere out there for me. My issue is trusting that that plan will work out for my best interest. I may think that I want something or someone so badly that I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes, but no matter how much I want it or how I try to work for it, it won't work! It's not going to just happen, the fairy tale is just a fairy tale, reality has a bitter taste. But my lesson from all of it is this: Life is full of lessons we need to learn. All this heartbreak is there for me to learn something from. I moved to Idaho to learn something. I may not know what those somethings are yet, but one day I will, and when I look back on these days, I will think of what a total idiot I was being for wanting them. But I feel that it is human nature to indulge our sorrows, if only for a minute. Some pain is welcomed, because it is bearable, and something that we may not want to give up just yet.
The lesson is to learn how to let go. Or hold on.
But the choice is mine.
I need to choose.
Staring at tears on the pages
Of letters that I never could write
I know love isnt painless but it's worth the risk it's worth the fight
Playing it over and over I wish that I could turn back time
Baby we're wrong but we could be right
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it could'nt be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
Lost then found...
Lost then found...
Love ain't the enemy we could be lost then found
Empty glasses and tables
Echo's through these walls
The memories go were we go there like the suitcase that you never lose
If the good lords eye is upon me I swear to make things right
What ever we've lost I know we can find
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it could'nt be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
The winds are calling up we can't stop the rain wish that you could take it back but it's too late it's too late...
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it couldn't be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
Of letters that I never could write
I know love isnt painless but it's worth the risk it's worth the fight
Playing it over and over I wish that I could turn back time
Baby we're wrong but we could be right
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it could'nt be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
Lost then found...
Lost then found...
Love ain't the enemy we could be lost then found
Empty glasses and tables
Echo's through these walls
The memories go were we go there like the suitcase that you never lose
If the good lords eye is upon me I swear to make things right
What ever we've lost I know we can find
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it could'nt be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
The winds are calling up we can't stop the rain wish that you could take it back but it's too late it's too late...
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
what we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
it couldn't be found what would it take to forget who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
why don't we turn this around love ain't the enemy don't you wanna be lost then found
Lost then found...
Lost then found...
Love ain't the enemy we could be lost then found
The winds are calling up we can't stop the rain wish that you could take it back but it's too late it's too late...
We could be lost then found.
